Would it be too Much?

Would it be too much for me to believe that you miss me in any way close to the way that I’m missing you right now? Would it be too much to think that in the dark hours your heart beats just that much faster for want of me? Would it be too much to […]

Cheerwine

It seems to be Thursdays that bring with them this great unease, this creeping, undulating horror I can’t help but to dwell on you dream on you search you out in the forgotten places that are best left unknown and unlit and unwanted I can’t help but miss in advance the children I’m losing for […]

Thus Sank Eden

The light within you glisters while mine is ever dim The memories of your love are fading with each passing day The comfort the consoling the building up of what had been broken down It leaves me dark not four months along It diminishes like the pressure of your touch the pleasure of your kindness […]

Fiat Lux

A cloud has descended Through the haze all things are muted distorted The familiar is rendered obscure the unknown amplified This fog traps my alarm in my chest I suffocate looking for an escape finding only dead ends pitfalls no sign of release But through it all dim and growing brighter comes your light descending […]

On Stentor

There’s a tension at the base of my spine that has been growing since I woke up with the birds this morning It coils itself like a snake or a springtrap twisting and spiraling up and down my back most often pooling in my lumbar It’s like it’s waiting preparing for a jumpscare or a […]

Slow Death of the Heart

I want to be petty because, intrinsically, I am a bad person and it wouldn’t be that much of a stretch to have that kind of emotional bullshit labour expended by me But I’m so exhausted anymore from the sleeplessness the restlessness the missing-you-ness that I don’t think I quite have it in me to […]

Mέλισσα II

You reside in halls of dreaming away the afternoon An obsession of an evening A focus of lovemaking lit in soft pink light and the yipping of wild dogs off in the dark distance You reside in the echoes of memory reaching out through the days and weeks and months to caress with a careful […]